Dear, patient readers: every test comes up with nothing but question marks but while I am on an IV feed, I get stronger and feel better. Then they send me home where I deteriorate more and more rapidly.
This cycle has been by far the worst. I am running a fever now and instead of odd pain stabs here or there, they are MASSIVE and very much more painful. I was going to resume publishing yesterday because I felt OK in the morning but by afternoon, it was all down hill on a ski jump slope. Last night I had to double my pain pill doses and they lasted not 6 hours but only 2 or less hours. So I must be put back on an IV feed until someone figures out what is going on. I haven’t eaten a real meal in a month, for example.
I will look like a fashion model at this rate…YUCK. I like doing hard construction work and had set up a summer’s worth of carpentry and cement making…all down the tubes. I want muscle, not skeletal starvation looks!
I really appreciate all the kind comments and am taking my computer that I use to post things with me this time in the hospital so I will resume writing by tomorrow, I hope.